How do I deal with dating two girls? & i love them both

😌 ah I have this two girlfriends that i love whole heartedly, like my love to them is equal. I treated them equally but they're not aware of each other. we're together for like two years now wallahi😩amma dukkansu tunaninsu was kowache itakadaeche.course i shows them so. and sometimes I used to sat down and have a deep thought with my mind on who to love most among them, Saboda since from the first place they approached to me and express their love to me ❤️😌and nakarba mukacigaba a haka.but it's difficult course the other one wato the first one is financially stable than me and the other girlfriend but duk da haka she takesona, but i have started noticing some irony from the second girl like she's suspecting me.,kamar qawayenta nakaemata gulmahaka., amma wallahi inasonsu sosae though I'm very much sure cewa I'm just wasting there time course i used to tell them cewa key dukfah miji yafitomiki kiyi Aure don't wait for me,course I'm young, but still saesununa bacin rae sosae da sosae. but i do cherish them and they are peculiar to me. amma yanzu abun yafara damuna musamman this time around da sukanache kowache tanason mufita yawo ga sallarnan and they are even saying zamuyi pictures, wanda nasan danayi qaryata taqare 💔🥹toh ni wae ya zanyi jama a😩this is contradiction