🤔 God tested me, my faith, my sanity and my very being, from besties, we started falling in love at least on my part, I asked him what's our relationship for u, because I cannot explain, I want to know if this is just a fling for u, atleast let me know how to manage my feelings towards you, he assured me his feelings are real, I got to comfortable falling deeper for him, my heart race without talking to him, if u know the description of the sahaba on the feeling of their affection towards the prophet, imagine that kind of affection towards a fellow human being! I was crazed even I don't know how to explain, I am in too deep, out of no where I can feel him pulling away...., he stop responding to me like he use to I felt he was just managing me, abinda ake cewa Kora da hali😭😭😭, when he calls I will be the one trying to make a conversation, I can sense I was being managed, like he was looking for a reason to end things, my emotions all over, I was all over the place, running crazy in my mind this is my first love, probably the only love I will have in my life, I decided today let me keep my phone try not waiting for his call, I usually have my WhatsApp on my office laptop so when it's on it will show am online, hmmm that's the day world turn upside down .....
it sounds like you've been through a lot, and it’s clear how deeply you feel. I’d love to hear more about your story and understand you better. may I get chance to know more about you??
I guess I owe that to the fam, am not sure if that's allowed on the platform but I will definitely continue to update where I am! it's a life is a journey I have learned a lot, accepted my faith and trying to find things that takes my mind off my worries, I believe I will be ok. part of my growth is me being able to express myself on a social media😂😂, with loads of prayers I have peace, thank God for that, and my therapists efforts is appreciated. thanks for ur support sister or brother I appreciate you 🙏
Tom sister I wished you all the best of luck Masha Allah
thank you
juma'at Mubarak
Wow You mean This Is For Real ?
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hi, as promised I posted more, a lot needed to be said but I said what I could, any advise?
My strong and only Barrister
😁 at least u have a name to address me with pal, what do I address u with🤷
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