Wish to be friends with some people from this forum.

Assalamu alaikum brethren. Since I joined the forum I've come across different posts, comments and replies. And I'll say people are really trying. Kudos to you all👍🏽👍🏽. You rarely see negative comments. Gradually I began to notice some names by the kind of things they post/comment. There are those that their words speak wisdom, the funny ones are there, the ones that by mere reading what they post you'd know that they are beautiful souls. Deep down I wish to know some of them, become more acquainted and know them on a deeper level but I feel I can't😔. Cos I am not the type that can keep friends. I'm so used to being a loner and I kind of enjoy it. Even though some days I wish I had a particular kind of person that is there for me or by me. My circle of friends is so small and I like it that way. Even if I make a new friend the friendship doesn't last. We just become strangers that know each other 😅. And I think it's because I don't put any effort towards maintaining the friendship unless we really really connect. I do post and comment on here. Mostly as anonymous. I vibe and catch cruise with some users under people's posts. But it ends there. And I just wish I could take it outside the 4 walls of Arewaup forum and continue.